HERES WASSUP WITH ME
this has no doubt been one of the worst-ass'd weeks of my life

i knew i had this killer mid-term for microeconmics on thursday...so spent al week studying for it...well..actually i didnt start studying till tuesday...so yeha i did it to myself...

but fuck...spent wednesday at utm..the plan was to go there and study my face off...but immediately ran into some persons who i just couldnt resist chillin with..so there was a bit of a speed bump...not like im blamin anything...just shit that happens that makes u make choices...and besides...it was dope as fuck catchin up wit em....and as i said..the shittyness was not studying till the day before

but anyway...once they left...i got a solid 4 hours of studying in....i know hours aint shit..but its all i can take at once [which is why i normally start studdying 5 days priOr]

anyway...i got another good 5 hours in the next day....thursday...the day of reckoning

i thoguht i was ready i really did..then i saw the questions..and iono...now i know for sure i need more time to study coz i fully blanked out....so it wasnt that i wasnt prepped...i knew that shit...i guess it all went down too fast...i freaked...and fucked up

bottom line...i screwed myself..and now im hoping for a passing grad [a D..please have mercy and give me a D]...and the worst thing was this test was 40% my final grade..meaning i have one more chance to redeem myself and prove my greatness...thr 60% final in december

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so after the test i decide im gonna get polluted and drink myself retarted with the girl...oh yeah there a girl now..i serious girl...but ill dwell on that later....so anyway i head over to my mans house whos havin a little gathering....we tear that shit up...ive never been so lifted....maybe a little too lifted...got into a bit of a scrap...i wont even lie..i got hurted on bpretty fuckin bad..i have the bruised rib cage to prove it....but dont worry i didnt get merked...i got them as bad as they got me...fuck em...once dudes left..the jam was back on...and lfortunately..events of the evening sobered my up and i was able to help clean shit up..so all was well....then played poker...then drank again...all in all...i was pretty twisyed...got hom at 5am apparently bringin the girl with me...vcoz she was there when i woke up to drive my dad home at 7am...so there i am..in the van with ym dad...hungover as fuck...and he says "whos car is that"..."iughhhhh" i said..knowing full well its the girls...anyway..he could tell i was "sleepy" so he didnt say shit...droppe dhim off at work...drove back hom....slept..

woke up at 3 to go to work...the girl was stilll there...still sleep..she was pretty polluted as well....so i eft....not realising my folks wer ehome...and they dont know swho she is...till ii got to work.....so i get sent home after 2 hours coz theres 2 many guys workin and no customers....im flippin in the van coz i know ill get in shit...shes gone...mmy rents are gone......theyre home now...dunno why they havent said shit..mayeb they dont know??

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the girl...iono..i gotta say...i can see my self slooowwwllly shifting to becoming "that guy"//u know.."that guy" who loses touch with his homies coz he only wants to be with his girl...i havent seen the guys in like...3/4 months...

shes not "my girl" yet...i havent built up the nerve to refer to her as "my girl" or the "girl friend"...so for now shes just "the girl"...but fucvk i wanna make that leap..just gimme more time

so until then..shell seem like the other fake named girls ive vented about..no real name..no pictures....

but this one..shes so much more....

FUCK